该往前走 还是 停下脚步

越来越觉得
我们的感情越来越疏远
你觉得累
说着
对我越来越没有心
问自己你是不是不爱我了
因我也觉得你不会 再爱我了
跟我一起的理由
是习惯在一起
父母也认同了


你说
把心房锁得越来越紧
到 底是把我锁得越来越紧
还是把自己的心锁得越来越紧
不再让我进你的心房？
你那矛盾的心
我猜不透
也已累了要在改变你

痛恨自己
把你改变
变得如此敏感
让你变得更痛苦

我犯的罪
已不知该怎么去赎了
你不停的 把那些回忆挖出
再捅回我
是多么的心痛
我们的复合
难道
是错的？
我们不该复合的 吗
还是
复合后
应该放弃过去
不再回忆
重心开始吗
我也感觉累了
累要在思考
该不回头看
往 前方看
还是
停下脚步
不再往前走



昨 夜
心又快停止了
该怎么办

I Burned down My Room !!

everything went fine this morning..

hv fun with friend at school doing rivision.

exam coming nxt 4 days more..

but somthing ruined it..

my room,

burned down....

coz of my fear to darkness...

coz of 1 little candle,

destroy our life for this month..

i let him down..

and

pulled him down in this big mess..

suffered for all the causes that been done by me..

(room in the dark..evrything went down)

so regret not to blow up that little candle..

coz of this candle,

Sufferd

hope my dear friends could understand this

soory for deleting the album of our pix...

its being a sooo sweet memories with u guys

i love the pix soo much

but i have to delete it

maebe i need to less n lesser use  fb leh maebe

haix..

really tired aldy

想象

如果我真的傻了

你会怎么办

我真的已经不懂要怎么思考了

不知到底要说些什么

你才会知道

我是真的已经定了

不会再那么做了

不会再做些啥事会让你心痛

也不再做些对不起你的事

我已经很累了

真的不知该如何是好

我的头脑快爆了

如何要证明给你

之前的努力

我已经

已经没力了·

difficult to communicat

why i have this so big problem

to communicate to others?

why should it happen to me

try a new way

open a blog

to improve myself

trying to let it all my thoughts out in this blog..

maebe by this,

someone can understands me better

so hurt inside,

when the love ones dont even understand what im trying to express my thought

heart cut into pieces when they missunderstood

really wished that im a dumb!!

then i doesnt nid to worry anything

juz cry!!like i do rite now!!